somnulencelogencia

《It is proposed that happiness be classified as a psychiatric disorder and be included in future editions of the major diagnostic manuals under the new name: major affective disorder, pleasant type. In a review of the relevant literature it is shown that happiness is statistically abnormal, consists of a discrete cluster of symptoms, is associated with a range of cognitive abnormalities, and probably reflects the abnormal functioning of the central nervous system. One possible objection to this proposal remains - that happiness is not negatively valued. However, this objection is dismissed as scientifically irrelevant.》

good

dsm disorders are systemically biased against abnormalities that make you happy and functioning in society

anon:
i had a very odd dream that mushroom mycelium had colonized my brain
i started ripping at the fruiting bodies to no avail. it was too late. and my mind was irreparably altered
in the end, i accepted it, and began to gleefully brim at the possibilities of converting others
too many McKenna videos close to bedtime
somni:
176 KB CORDYCEPS_Too_clever_for.epub
somni:
if you had that dream DEFINITELY DONT READ THIS BOOK
^
that easily clicked on book
anon:
oops. clicked it
somni:
when people ask what is up you can say i warned you

housecarpenter housecarpenter.dreamwidth.org/2021.html

cool!

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also it might seem like im over-reacting to people trying to introduce sjw tribalism rules into parlance. i get that it gives people little packets of joy and stuff, but also this force is currently tearing my country apart?

like so:

www.hidysmith.com/blog/2016/11/30/we-must-simply-build-their-cradle-first

i like my country to be less torn-to-shreds. and also to be able to have enclaves where good, aligned epistemic machinary isnt thrown into the trash.

i think this is a big thing i implicitly disagree with a lot of my friends on.
]

id probably have a lot more brain problems if there were lots of specific ways in which the world was seriously fucked up that i didnt have one (1) person to talk with about

i love talking to math through people

yeS I WILL TRASHPOST HERE I WILL TRASHPOST /ANYWHERE/. welcome to my twitter humans!!!!!!!!

i think im having abstracted and off-putting aesthetics because i dont like social forces and dont want incentive gradients to tear at me and want them to leave me alone